Sorry to hear this. Just try and stay away from margin in anything gold. Think of people (like cgnao or DrBubb) who got into gold very early and have seen movements like this many times over. Even I, who started buying gold much later, can't be @rsed to feel anything stronger than "darn it, should have bought my silver at $16.60 rather than at $17.40." But at the end of the day, will it matter once it has reached +$100?